Kapolei, Hawaii, USA
Sorry I'm going to have to cancel
our little rendezvous today.
I know I was supposed to call you at eleven
and now its 12:20
so I'm not so surprised you just called me up
and said "Whats going on honey?"
I am so sorry sweetheart.
I screwed up.
Now I missed our luncheon date.
You ate without me.
That's right...why wait.
Of course I can understand why you are hurt and mad
and now you want me to make it up to you somehow.
I will, I promise, but not today
cause all these feelings I'm feeling just won't go away.
One more time I admitted to you I really like you and thats not hard for me to say
and not just a little, in a very big way.
So why did I hold back today?
Instead staying here searching my feelings and exploring my heart
and pondering these feelings I now choose to feel,
wondering what part of us is a fantasy and which part is real.
Sweetheart, you just told me we are living in a reality.
So, maybe tomorrow I'll be more ready
to step into this reality
and share some more of these feelings
between you and me.
We'll see, we shall surely see.