Well it looks as though my newly found biological Dad may have cancer in his spine. All the tests aren't back yet, but it doesn't look good. As some of you know I only found him in December 99 and I'm upset and mad as hell at the cruel fates.....
Another cruel blow by the fates,
Another stab at my pathetic existance,
It feels as though it's a personal attack on me,
Despite my efforts of resistance.
I only just found my Dad,
My precious, sweet Robbie,
I imagined I'd have a lifetime with him,
But the cruel fates decided to rob me.
I am so much like him,
It's him I took after,
Two peas from the same pod,
He fills my life with laughter.
There is still so much to learn,
So much for him and I to share,
For with him I finally found my identity,
He is the reason I care.
It's not fair,
Why me, why again?
Whenever I find happiness,
Something, somehow always brings it to an end.
Our time may now be limited,
ANd I can tell you it will never be enough,
I cannot forgive the fates this time,
Their dealings to me are always too rough.
Don't take my Daddy,
Don't take him from me,
For I've only just found him,
If I lose him, I'll lose too much of me.
May the world hug you today,
With it's warmth and love.
I pray it whispers a joyful tune in your heart,
That tell you there is a friend sitting in another corner of the world,
Wishing you well and
wishing you love......
(Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit)