Ugh...I can feel your aggrivation and frustration dripping off of this piece! Whew....glad someone else knows how it feels. I've been there, and done all the things you speak of! I don't wish that on anyone....so life-sucking it is...
Great poem Brent! Know that feeling well. It seems to me you know the answers, now you have to find the courage to do something about it. (HUGS)
May the world hug you today, With it's warmth and love. I pray it whispers a joyful tune in your heart, That tell you there is a friend sitting in another corner of the world, Wishing you well and wishing you love...... ~Isis~ (Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit)