Brent, Hey just wanted to say a big welcome to you too! I really liked how you opened up in this - that's what we're all here for. We bare our souls, and it's okay, because we all have those fears and tears you speak of. That's what makes us poets....our ability to put our hearts on paper. You do so exquisitely! Keep sharing, it feels good, doesn't it? I think you'll find this is quite the happy place to share most all the time! One big family of writers, and readers! Welcome!