I know that I hate the hurt the violence and the control but these I have learned to live with and you have grown older and not so. but when you try to talk of a cease fire of love and friendship and respect I hate you all the more. your words try to worm their way into my reason for living until I can't bear to hear even one more. after all you've put me through do you really expect for me to love you? you aren't, have never been and will never be the man that I need to love and now after all this time of living only to hate you I think I hate you more for the man that you aren't than for man you are.
OUCH! This really packs a wallop. They say there is a thin line between love and hate. Be careful about crossing it. I feel so badly for you. Best thing is to let go and forgive, move on. Life is to short to waste it on someone that isn't worthy of your love. Great writing, I felt every single blow of your pen sword. You will be in my prayers. God Bless, Crying for you.
Escondido, CA USA
well was gonna respond to each post, but will instead respond to all: yes it is all that you say it is, and it saddens me that this is inside me, but I am working on it, it will not take me down, and so I thank you for your friendship and your support.... hugs to all
Ft. Lauderdale, Fl USA
You hit the snail on the head here. It's true. Sometimes we do hate someone more for what they are not when we know they could have been with just a little effort on their part. Excellent writing, girl.
OUCH! Wow is this poem emotional! Hatred will most likely destroy you in the end so my advice is to simply let go. It's now simple but if you hate that guy so much why waste the energy on him? Excellent poem!!!