... the old black rum
devina, you are such a wonderful sweet girl, don't take more then you have too. All that will happen is you'll say why did I wait so long. I went through a similar situation, I was afraid of speaking opening on most harmless topics because it would cause her to get upset... I'm a new man now, none of that, "I speak therefor I am". Be who you have to be let noone stand in your way. I wasted five recent years of my life, but I'm alot happier now.
Parker .... Hugs