Koon - why why why? That was my question for so long ... all of these things you have described in this poem, I know I have gone through myself! i have felt this same way, I felt it for YEARS actually. I neglected to let myself truly fall for another because I loved him so...and you know what? I have now, and it is the best thing that has ever happened to me, or so it seems right now! I still do love the object that this guy that this poem of your was once so perfect for, but I understand now and I don't love him so intensely now...and I am gradually falling in love with someone else to replace what my feelings for the one who can not be! Did that all make sense? I hope so -- its kind of late and I am kind of tired...but I hope it made sense none the less. Anyways, Welcome to Passions, this really was a wonderful poem, and I did really like it! Keep it up!
If you love something, set it free, if it comes back to you, its meant to be...