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Down through the years I've gained and lost I couldn't begin to calculate the cost! There have been those who've seen me with "it all" the ones who're the closest saw me take the fall. The path I was on was of my own choosing no time to turn around and see all I was loosing. To late to cry and complain, I just have to deal with the pain. Now that I have straitened up and am learning to live, I finally realize that this world has alot to give. I can only wish for a life now try and get it back somehow. I'm starting to say I'm sorry as never before too late now they've already shut the door! I wish I could go back just a year or two, there are so many different things I would do! I hope my mother doesn't just sit and cry, and if she does I know I'm the reason why. Although I hide the pain with a forced smile somehow I will make all this worth while. For now all my hopes and dreams are put on hold, how can this world be so bitter, so unfair, so cold? This is the part of my life I,ve
been dreading, because I knew all along where I was heading. Changing now even though I know it's way to late, makes it easier to deal with this sudden twist of fate. But life still goes on so they say, it must have been intended to be this way. If there was one thing I could say to those who are free "straighten up damn it,don't be like me"! All alone with no place to hide keeping your feelings locked inside. But I still have my pride and my
undyimg dreams and, with those it's not as bad as it seems. Never give up hope believe in who you are
thats the best advice I can give so far. So with
this being said I hope you understand, take life
easy try to be your own man, to be like someone
else makes no sence at all! Take pride in yourself learn to stand tall. I'll be home one day having this in the past, and just like Martin Luther King said "Ill be free at last"!!