Someone please tell me what to do
As I sit here and close myself in
I can't stop mourning over you
Trying desperately to hide these feelings
I mask within

I do not want to allow anyone to see
The pain I have felt, the future I fear,
Or all that you have done to me
It's not worth my tears.

You whisper softly "I love you,"
I will not respond.
Silently thinking, "I hate you,"
For my feelings for you are no longer fond.

I fear your voice,
I despise your touch,
When you call my name,
I turn in disgust.

I now feel so much pain,
Please let me be,
I want to be alone,
Because without you, I can finally be me.