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~"Memories that break my heart"~

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amber
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0 posted 01-22-2000 03:17 PM       View Profile for amber   Email amber   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to Submit your Poem to Passions  View IP for amber

“Your memories that break my heart”


You keep them around, for memories you say,
As she smiles in my face,
So many tears she has caused to fall,
To ever deserve that place.

Everytime I see them,
I am taken back to when,
Everynight I spent with you brought guilt,
Every kiss a blinded sin.

When I was so in love with you,
And you kissed her tenderly,
Looking past her confused eyes,
To stare into the heart of me.

When I was your little secret,
That you claimed to love so dearly,
Then whisked away to say you love her,
Remember where that left me.

Alone in the dark,
With guilt in my soul,
A shameful glance,
Because you made me whole.

Nights on end waiting for you,
To take away this pain,
But everyday my hopes would fall,
Reminded you loved her again.

I still see that kiss in her eyes,
The look of triumph her face,
Even though she doesn’t stand before me,
She takes me back to that place.

To every tear that fell that day,
And continued throughout the night,
You want me to feel that all again?
Each and every night.

These memories you need,
Were the first to kill my soul?
Taunting me with your love,
I believed that I would never know.

But now it’s here before me,
And we have changed since now and then,
You say put the past behind us,
But you force me to relive it again and again.

I know that you don’t love her,
And never will again,
So why must you remind me?
That I let you hurt me so much then?

Do you want me to remember you?
As the person who broke my heart,
That loved me too much yet not enough,
To let me fall apart.

That came around just to make sure,
You would still have me to turn to,
To know now that I was so nieve,
An absent-minded fool.

Is that what you want my love,
Those memories to make you happy?
Because I try so hard to give you everything,
Love always and forever, your baby.



 Only after trying so hard to let go, did i realize how much i wanted to hold you forever>      Amber and Ellis forever and always



[This message has been edited by amber (edited 01-22-2000).]
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Denise
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1 posted 01-22-2000 03:31 PM       View Profile for Denise   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Denise

This is so sad, Amber.  
Denise
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2 posted 01-22-2000 04:31 PM       View Profile for Songbird   Email Songbird   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Songbird's Home Page   View IP for Songbird

Beautifully written, but sad, hope author knows she deserves better than warmed over relationship.
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3 posted 01-22-2000 06:39 PM       View Profile for SEA   Email SEA   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for SEA

Oh sweetie, no guy is worth that kind of giving from your heart while he gives you nothing but false hopes and games. Sure doesn't seem like it in the moment, it hurts so bad. Hold your head high and move on! -SEA
Anne
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4 posted 01-22-2000 06:49 PM       View Profile for Anne   Email Anne   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Anne

"...loved me too much, yet not enough..."
That is so beautiful, and so sad!  Your heart is too beautiful to be broken, dear!
devina
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5 posted 01-22-2000 07:23 PM       View Profile for devina   Email devina   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for devina

OK,sis, now I'm going to his house...shall I woop him for you???  I know your sentimental, but for you to be hurt now, it's understandable.  Sometimes guys never realize that some dumb thing they do hurts so much.  Sit him down and talk to him and if that doesn't...THEN I'll woop him!!! Love ya sis!!

 Open arms can be the most fragile in the world...
tori
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6 posted 01-22-2000 07:57 PM       View Profile for tori   Email tori   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit tori's Home Page   View IP for tori

I think this is so sad..... and if you need any help devina I'm right behind you!!

amber
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7 posted 01-22-2000 08:28 PM       View Profile for amber   Email amber   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for amber

thank you all so much for your comments i appreciate the emotions that you show for me. And to my sister thanks so much, but no thanks1 you know me better than that, but you also know, his mind is the most confusing  I have ever seen and maybe at times that intrigues me. But despite every thing that has hurt me he loves me now nad i know that, its just getting through the confusion of seeing eye to eye. Thanks!
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8 posted 01-22-2000 08:28 PM       View Profile for amber   Email amber   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for amber

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 Only after trying so hard to let go, did i realize how much i wanted to hold you forever>      Amber and Ellis forever and always




[This message has been edited by amber (edited 01-22-2000).]
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9 posted 01-22-2000 09:55 PM       View Profile for hoot_owl_rn   Email hoot_owl_rn   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit hoot_owl_rn's Home Page   View IP for hoot_owl_rn

how ver sad  
 
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