It's me again! hehe I can certainly relate to this one. I've sat in the floor of my room before and cried, feeling like a prisoner in my own home...my room being my cell. (thank God mine's padded!) It's good that you can write like this, you're very good, it helps to release some of this frustration you're feeling! Keep on writing!! I've written many along this very line, eventually I found happy things to write about. You will too someday...
** I'm reaching for the brightest star I've ever seen - knock my ladder out from under me, and you'll wish you hadn't !! -pFF ** Here's to 2000!