I told you today i couldnt do this anymore,
you looked at me and slammed the door.
You grabbed me and said you wont do this to me,
just try and leave me and you will see.
I have gave and gave but no more today,
you cry and cry and say ok, ok
I will try and change i promise i will,
I have heard this before, i swallow one more pill
I stand there and think i have taken enough,
I always thought i was so tough.
although i am no comparison to you,
Im the one who you leave black and blue.
At first i thought it was so cute that you were
And then it scared me that you were so jealous.
The last time i looked and smiled at a man
I came home and you swung that frying pan,
A busted jaw the dr. said as he looked at me and
shook his head,
all he could say is next time you'll be dead!
I tried to explain , nothing will ever be the same,
tonight is the night, Im done playing this game.
I swallow a handfull of these pills,
and think to myself no more hospital bills,
No more broken arms from nasty falls
no more black eyes from walking into walls.
I pick up the gun I bought yesterday,
I look in the mirror, and know there is nothing left to say..
I hear the shots and I grab for the rail,
next thing i remember i hear the sirens wail.
They all say i dont know how she took it this
and now all i can hear is sweet Jesus's song.