Who does she pretend to be?
To love the man thatís inside of me.
A simple glance to be believed,
Love in her eyes, I feel deceived.
Reflections in the mirror arenít me,
My image is blurred, no one can see.
She only knows my written verse,
My lifeís in shambles, I am a curse.
My pain I pour onto these pages,
To try and keep from fits and rages.
How much can I continue to take,
Endless nights crying I lie awake.
I think she wants to take that chance,
To bind our souls in a lovers dance.
The risk we take might be to great,
To suffer again I just couldnít take.
I must accept the truth of my life,
The reflection shown in the glint of my knife.
To end it all would be easy for sure,
Life is so hard why do I endure?