One day things will be alright,
this is the day that is not in sight.
They try and tell you people have it worse,
but most days you feel as though you have this curse.
When it is all said and done
you have to think of your son.
What if i told you he is what matters,
when my whole life is all in scatters.
Somedays i feel what is the use to try,
when all i want to say is please let me die!
I am so tired of all this pain,
that every day pounds in my brain!
I ask them what is he harm,
if i put this cut on my arm?
Then they say i think that you are crazy,
and i say my thoughts on that are a little hazy.
If only they would say i love you and thats it,
instead of letting my heart take hit after hit.
Sometimes its so hard to let them know how you feel,
but then how else do you expect that heart to heal.
Most days i feel so lonely inside,
but to tell you, well that would hurt my pride.
Deeper and deeper in this hole i fall,
pretty soon you wont hear me call.
I'm crying inside and want the tears to come out,
is the only way to do that to scream and shout?
God please help me, what do i do?
help me understand my life is not through.
Please help me through all of this pain,
please help me feel my life is not in vain!
[This message has been edited by cokey_95 (edited 01-09-2000).]