Mom is a pretty small word,
but oh how it hurts me when its heard!
You see my mom, she died,
you can never know how i cried.
I can never forget when i got the call,
he said its your mom, I grabbed for the wall.
I said please tell me how bad is it,
he said come get the kids, cuz here they sit.
I hit my knees and prayed to god, dont let it be
the whole way there i made him deal after deal.
Please God let her be ok,
Please dont take her home today!
I picked up the kids and asked him please tell
How bad is it, with the tears in his eyes he said
She didnt make it, shes gone, I hit my knees
I cried and cried while i looked for my keys.
I have to get to her and she will be alive,
but how in the hell am i supposed to drive.
We got to the hospital and i seen my brother,
he shook his head, I said no not my mother.
I said please God she was my best friend,
I am praying to you please dont let it end!
I need her here with me,
there is so many things i want her to see.
My son he cries he needs his grandma,
who else can he call his Nana?
I need my mom God cant you see,
why oh why did you take her from me?
She left so many family and friends,
and way to many loose ends.
I never got to tell you goodbye,
please mom hear my cry.
I love you and i miss you more then you know,
I never wanted to let you go.
They tell me God needed more angels for his
and with that voice and angels wings you will
You will never know that i am so alone,
or how many times i reach for the phone.
A year later, God said one more thing,
he took home Allen and gave him his angel wings!
He knew you two couldnt be apart,
its hard to deal with a broken heart.
I still have so many tears to cry,
so many unanswered questions of why did you die.
So now here I sit, realizing it was fate,
I know you arent crying because there is no tears
past the gate!
Because you know that one day we will be
and then this time it will be forever.
[This message has been edited by cokey_95 (edited 01-09-2000).]