state of confusion
Oh yeah, Jaxjoy!
Damned if I don't that THAT feeling! I loved the portrayal of this in your poem!
I've only recently relearned an important lesson on this...IF someone out there loves you, then one should stop pining for the one who never will!
For the one who never will never should have been in the first place!
p.s. The rewards of loving one who returns that love with equal passion, well, honey, all I can say is: Oh My God! What a difference THAT makes!