Dearest Dixie, it's Christmas and I want to send you a big hug and let you feel the warmth of love. What everybody here is actually saying, each in his/her own way, is: We love you!
Yes, you are very much loved. And please also consider, that we all make so called mistakes in our lives, but what they really are, is EXPERIENCE, LESSONS OF LIFE. And from what I get you are learning some tough lessons. In the final outcome, everything we experience is a gift, as it helps us to evolve, to grow in awareness, to live life consciously, knowing that we are not "accidents", we are precious human beings, coming from the same Source.
You have the opportunity, like all of us, to learn your lessons.
PLEASE CONTINUE TO WRITE, your talent is wonderful and what you are experiencing needs to be shared.
I love you. You are a perfect expression of love and beauty, learning to walk the path we are all learning to walk.