standing on a shadow's lace
e…I sit here as briefly as I can and say… you are a man above most men and I thank you for that
to the rest of you thank you…I miss you all too so very much
I try to pop in when I can but it is most difficult to for any length of time, if not almost impossible, I write this taking breaks then back again to say how your love, prayers and thoughts touch me. If I am not posting on your poetry please forgive me.
I at this time have no life of my own till they find the cause of this. I have had 17 days of severe vertigo. I am disoriented most of the time and all thought processes I have are gone. I forget things I am saying even in mid-sentence, which is frustrating. Nausea and lack of any equilibrium are my constant companions, even when I sleep, so even when sleeping I have no escape there either. I am unable to do anything …to drive…., (I have become driving ms daisy) cook, vacuum, laundry or do any normal functions of life. Much less write… which is the worst part of this for me.
I have lived alone for 3 years now and now I have become dependent on others for I can not be alone ….and to the one that has been putting up with me… doing everything for me and my rude, frustrating and bad behavior …I AM eternally grateful.And apologize for it.
Tomorrow will be three doctors and 5 medications later of I am no better. I go for a battery of test tomorrow with a MRI being one…I hope they find the cause….and the cure. I can not go on with my life like this.
I do miss so much being with you all…thank you again for your well wishes, prayers and most of
all your love.