By the sea
I love Dep Mod, so please don't misunderstand me. I'm needing to post in Announcements and think I've found it. I know that sounds stupid, in case I am already doing so, but my memory is so in and out these days, my short term memory, being especially fried.
As for an update, I still can't remember how to write, how to paint, what day, date, month it is, sometimes not even if I've eaten. There are no caretakers, I take care of myself. My weight loss has stablized, I beleive, or at least slowed down.
I've always loved Passions and very dearly. It has heart, unlike most of the other poetry sites on the web, Passions gives a damn about ALL of its members, even the poet wannabe's, like me.
One day I'll be able to remember how to write and paint again, but right now my memory is so far gone. It saddens me more than anyone could realize, even my own family. My ability to paint, to create something lasting, saddens me the most. I WANT to paint again, also to write, but writing is secondary to my painting, as I've always been an artist.
I don't know what I'm saying, only that I love and miss each one of you. You can't imagine how much you've always been loved and how I miss you.
Passions is *home* and now I am having a problem of finding my way here. Does that make any kind of sense? I want to come home again. I want to hear from my friends. I need my memory stirred. I'll answer any e-mails you send.
I so miss you all, SO miss you!!!