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Kellie_Cantrell
Senior Member

since 2002-05-22

Posts 1667
New York

0 posted 2002-09-28 11:15 AM

Dear Friends,

There is not a day that passes by that my mind doesn't wander to try and comprehend where you all are and what you are doing. I love you. My mind is sometimes boggled and my heart is deadlocked against decisions it doesn't want to make. I always run to passions. Here I can let my dilemas fly away onto my screen and you all here will reflect on whats happening in my life. I always get the best advice here.

Sometimes I complained. But everyone complains. I am here now to ask you forgiveness for all my whining and complaining about not enough replies. I always had enough I was being greedy when asking for more.

Now last night I was looking up into the darkness of the night sky. Which the stars looked as if they were pasted onto black contruction paper. I started to count. I was counting all the stars to see how much I really loved you. Well frankly there are not enough stars in the sky because I ran out of stars to count.

I love you all very much. I will never leave this family out. I have nothing to lose, nothing to gain. you all Souly are amazing people and my closest friends ever.

I love you guys,
Kels

Larry C

Member Patricius

since 2001-09-10

Posts 10286
United States

1 posted 2002-09-28 12:05 PM

Kellie,
The hard part is not riding the roller coaster. Trying to find a way to keep our valleys from being too dark and deep and our highs from seeming unrealistic.

Choices. We all make choices. One of your best was coming here. Courage and peace to you.

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

Elizabeth

Moderator

Member Ascendant

since 1999-06-07

Posts 6871
Minnesota

2 posted 2002-09-28 02:26 PM

How sweet, Kellie!

God bless America, my home sweet home.

Nightshade

Member Patricius

since 2001-08-31

Posts 13962
just out of reach

3 posted 2002-09-28 07:36 PM

Kellie - You don't have to ask for forgiveness for "whining & complaining"...heck ... I heard someone say before.."Life - one day it's kicks....then it's kicks in the shins." We all have our ups and downs - I know I sure do. Roll with the punches kiddo - we are only here for a blink of an eye. Smile and just BREATHE. Chris

skyshine

Member Elite

since 2002-02-07

Posts 3058
Beneath the northern stars

4 posted 2002-09-28 10:33 PM

What a nice thing to do Kellie. I'm always glad to read your stuff.

--Beth

Howl at the stars, whisper when you're sleeping, I'll be there to hold you, I'll be there to stop the chills and all the weeping.

paladin

Senior Member

since 2001-08-05

Posts 930
Pensacola,Fl.

5 posted 2002-09-28 11:53 PM

Dear one.I write to please myself and if someone wants to reply. All the better.One good reply is worth a hundred trite blurbs.

paladin

Sunshine

Administrator

Member Empyrean

since 1999-06-25

Posts 63354
Listening to every heart

6 posted 2002-09-29 07:24 PM

Hello little one.  What a lovely post to come back to after a very tiring, busy, hectic weekend full of responsibility...

and I'm not a teenager!  LOL...

You've been through a lot this year.  Quite a lot.  People of all ages, races, creeds, nationalities have touched you in some way.

But still you see the stars.

How proud I am of you right now!

Gentle Spirit
Member Patricius

since 2000-10-09

Posts 13989

7 posted 2002-10-03 09:09 AM

Kellie, I agree with Sunshine. Even through the darkness, you still see the stars. We are here for you, and forgiveness is not needed. HUGS!!

If I have touched one heart through my words, then I have acheived my dream...

Kellie_Cantrell
Senior Member

since 2002-05-22

Posts 1667
New York

8 posted 2002-10-03 11:13 PM

Larry- You always have something kind to say to me and wisdom that helps me on everything that is going on in my life. Each time I login I can find a poem or story by you that touches my life in some sort of way. I find inspiration in your writing. Thank You for always being here. Love You Lots.

Elizabeth- Your poetry is inspiring and your soft words taken and locked inside my heart. Hugs and gratitude are all for you. I can be in the saddest of moods and you somehow spread a smile across my face.

Kellie_Cantrell
Senior Member

since 2002-05-22

Posts 1667
New York

9 posted 2002-10-03 11:17 PM

This just gave me a huge laugh. But I am replying to these posts replies in twos and look at the irony in this nightshade and skyshine posted right next to each other. I just had a laugh and wanted to share it with you.

NightShade- Yes, Life has given me many ups and downs. I seem to be up most of the time as soon as I leave passions to work with the rest of my life. I couldn't leave here if I tried. Its like an addiction. and I am definately addicted. Thank you for your support and kind words.

SkyShine- I have many posts that have been from you and never have I seen anything negative out of you. I enjoy your positivity. I really appriecitate our friendship. Even though its weak I'd like to strengthen it.

Kellie_Cantrell
Senior Member

since 2002-05-22

Posts 1667
New York

10 posted 2002-10-03 11:19 PM

paladin- I post for fun too. I just get nitpick and complainy very easily and I am a moody teenager. Lol Thanks for the kind words. and godbless you.

Sunshine- Working is always stressful even if you are a teen. But being an adult would be 10times harder because there is so much more responisibility in it. Thanks for all your thoughts and See you around.

Kellie_Cantrell
Senior Member

since 2002-05-22

Posts 1667
New York

11 posted 2002-10-03 11:23 PM

Gentlespirit- Seeing the stars throught the darkness is hard but if you look hard enough you can see it. I try as hard as I can. I love who I am and who I plan to become. I just hate the road to get there.

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