Floating gently on a cloud....
Thanks so much for this reply Robtm1965 See, actually, I am anything but drop dead gorgeous...I'm not ugly, but I am plain and I do have mild acne. So yeah u'd have to edit out all the "she's attractive" synonyms...that and I live in a country where there is no Walmart, they changed it to ASDA hehe
Seriously tho, thanks a million for taking the time to reply in such a bring on the smiles way!
PS: I have managed to ascertain that tho he came round expecting casual sex, he did at least have a condom with him so he wasn't going to risk getting me pregnant...I guess that is something. Lol I asked him this evening about that actually and then followed it with "why me when i'm not even pretty or nething" and he went to bed saying he was too tired to come up with any more answers! Ooops! I know it was bizarre of me to ask these things but I was wondering and we are on talking terms so I thought I may as well ask. We still play bridge together actually. N Im already lots less broken up about him and what happened than I was. One night recently I was up from 1am to 4am just writing my thoughts and feelings out, and that is where the questions came up from. It helped me doing that though, it was kind of cathartic.
Anyway, I shall stop boring every1 with my story...not that any1 will read this probably!!
My soul mate is out there somewhere tho I know I may never be able to find him. Least he exists tho, has to be some comfort!
Ciao for now xxx
"Gorge the honey from life, and live through the stomach aches knowing they will pass..." ~Liz Pinard 2003~