i think you should choose the one that gives you the most joy! Life is too short to be wasted on something you don't like. Take care.
P.S. You may want to move this to the
Discussion Forums. I would really like
to see some of your work posted here
at Passions. We are a supportive and
loving group of family/friends.
"love is like a butterfly--
if you chase it,
it will surely fly away,instead
hold it close and watch it grow into