Sweet And Sassy
Ok, here's the deal ..
I'm not moving down there right now, It'll be in about 2 years, Because i'm still in school and everything then i'm going to college to get my career started. Then move to Texas to be with him, until then he'll probably be here, so he can be with me till i'm done. Then we'll move to texas.
He stopped using Ecstasy because of me, He stopped FOR ME! Because I asked him to and he knew I didn't agree with all that crap. He'd do anything for me. But i mean just sometimes, I dunno ... He isn't done partying it up yet ... he doesn't want to be tied down, I completely understand that too, i'm the exact same way, because i'm only 17. I don't want to rush into things before i'm ready. We've talked about all this. I really do love him, and i'm not blind about it. Because I watched my sister get hurt bad, and I know some of tha signs and everything ... but i guess every guy is different. I've known him for about a year or 2. I'm not real sure. And the reason he doesn't get on alot is because He gets up to go to work at like 8 to 6pm, then goes to college at 7pm to 9:30pm. And in between that he has to work on his car that he's trying to get done, do school work and everything else plus look for an apartment. So he's really busy, thats why I hardly get to talk to him but he calls every chance he gets! Which is mostly about once a week or so .. maybe more than that. Then we both go out with our friends on tha weekends so were not home then. but I do love him and hopefully you all understand kind of what i'm saying.
But I mean, I just don't know about tha relationship because he lives all the way in Texas and i'm in Ohio .. Can you image the phone bills ... well not really (phone cards) lol .. I just hate it because I can't be with him or see him alot. It's hard.
Thanx for listening.
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