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Isis
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0 posted 12-15-1999 06:44 PM       View Profile for Isis   Email Isis   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Isis's Home Page   View IP for Isis

I'm venting so don't anyone read to much into this or between the lines k?

I am sick of thinking the wrong thing, misunderstanding, stuffing things up.  Seeing what isn't there.
It's like a set myself up only to fall.  I'm so sick of it.

Do I expect too much.  Dare I hope for more?  I know in my heart what is right and how to be, and I'll damn well probably die trying.  But all along the way there are hiccups, hurts, betrayls etc.

I'm just sick of the hard stuff you know.  I know I am so better off than many people, half a nice home, family, food etc.  But spiritually the road is hazardous.  I don't mean God I mean myself, my inner, my personal spirituality.

You are up, then down, up , then down.  I want to be one of those people that are always UP and happy go lucky.  Not have to work at it that's it!!  It should come naturally and I feel it does, but I also feel it wavers.....
Well I have vented now, feel better.  I don't care particularly about responses, just wanted to air the grievances  


 What the inner voice says will NOT disappoint the hoping soul.
~Isis~
(Daughter of Mystery)

Lost Dreamer
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1 posted 12-15-1999 07:37 PM       View Profile for Lost Dreamer   Email Lost Dreamer   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Lost Dreamer

glad I just read this right now I feel like I can relate, not that I want to but just the mood I'm in at this time. Seems the mood master has taken over and left me on edge. I'm ready to go ballistic over the littlest of matters. I normally do feel really good about life so this mood is making me crazy. I hope peace of mind comes to you soon and thanks for giving me a place to release my tensions also.
Isis
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2 posted 12-15-1999 08:01 PM       View Profile for Isis   Email Isis   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Isis's Home Page   View IP for Isis

Ok Lost Dreamer, looks as though we are a pair tonight.   Confusion and misery love company  

 What the inner voice says will NOT disappoint the hoping soul.
~Isis~
(Daughter of Mystery)

Mike
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3 posted 12-15-1999 09:30 PM       View Profile for Mike   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Mike

Not in response to your post necessarily...
but it appears to me you are one blessed person... what a cute child....
Isis
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4 posted 12-15-1999 11:00 PM       View Profile for Isis   Email Isis   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Isis's Home Page   View IP for Isis

Why thanks Mike.  Generally yes I am blessed, just venting I assure you.  My son Dylan is cute thankx.  P.S.  I'm smiling now  

 What the inner voice says will NOT disappoint the hoping soul.
~Isis~
(Daughter of Mystery)

Alwye
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5 posted 12-15-1999 11:02 PM       View Profile for Alwye   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Alwye

Man, I too understand this all too well.  I feel ready to snap sometimes..ironically, I have too much to worry about right now to let it all get to me..good luck Isis.     That is one adorable girl.

 *Krista Knutson*

"I can feel you breathe, it's washing over me, and suddenly I'm melting into you..." ~Faith Hill: Breathe~

Isis
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6 posted 12-15-1999 11:13 PM       View Profile for Isis   Email Isis   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Isis's Home Page   View IP for Isis

Krista he is a boy Dylan  

 What the inner voice says will NOT disappoint the hoping soul.
~Isis~
(Daughter of Mystery)

Poet deVine
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7 posted 12-15-1999 11:29 PM       View Profile for Poet deVine   Email Poet deVine   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Poet deVine

Boy do I need to vent! None of this will make sense to anyone but I need to get it off my chest!

I'm taking 2 weeks off work starting next Monday. Two weeks after I get back, I have 11 files that are due to be turned in to my supervisor. If you've ever gone away for any length of time you'll know that I'll be faced with mountains of mail..e-mail and phone messages..it will take at least a day to get caught up! I wanted to work ahead a little to make coming back to work after the holidays less frightful.

So here I am, working away....pushing myself.. still answering technical questions..fixing computer glitches (not my job)..listening to everyone's holiday problems (not my job)...and trying to answer questions while my supervisor is home sick (not my job)...so what is everyone else doing?  NOTHING! One girl is calling around to find a seat for a 78 Blazer for her husband. Another is chatting with a girlfriend on the phone! NO one is working but me! Why? Because I'm dedicated? But we all get the same pay....no one gets more than another?  I get so tired of doing more than my fair share that sometimes I just want to get up and go home.  I could spend hours writing...reading....working on graphics!

See what you started!?  LOL..ok..all better! Thanks.
Denise
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8 posted 12-15-1999 11:36 PM       View Profile for Denise   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Denise

Yep, I can relate too, Isis. The clouds have been hanging around more so than usual lately. Don't know why. Nothing major, perhaps just a lot of little things piling up. up,down,up,down...sounds quite familiar of late. I should listen to the advice that I give my children....keep your mind stayed on the things above...whatever is pure,lovely,etc. When I do remember to do that I feel better! And Dylan is a beautiful little boy! I think he looks just like his mom!  

 Denise


Isis
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9 posted 12-15-1999 11:43 PM       View Profile for Isis   Email Isis   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Isis's Home Page   View IP for Isis

Ah PDV I helped you vent too!!  
And Denise thanks, I think Dylan is a little cutie.  In fact I have a photo of myself at the same age as he is now, and we could be twins.  That is heartwarming for me if nothing else.  With my blood or lack of history.  HUGS my friend and thanks  

 What the inner voice says will NOT disappoint the hoping soul.
~Isis~
(Daughter of Mystery)

Sunshine
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10 posted 12-16-1999 11:17 AM       View Profile for Sunshine   Email Sunshine   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Sunshine's Home Page   View IP for Sunshine

To Isis, and the others that grinched... WHAT?  You're forgetting already that it is the holiday season, and that the sun hasn't shone on you for a few days, thereby putting you into a "depression-dump?"  We all know, without Sunshine...

so I've let you down by not posting for the last few days.  Well, pile the guilts on me, I deserve them.  LOL!!

Isis, by now you are probably feeling better, because people have pointed out to you your most prized possession - Your SON!

And PdV, boy, can I relate!!  Being in the same boat - ah well, there are rewards, believe me, just look under any old rock.  HA!  Caught you looking!!

And denise, just look for I bet you've already found a rainbow or two...

My hugs to all of you...

 Sunshine
Look, then, into thine heart, and write ~~~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow





[This message has been edited by Sunshine (edited 12-16-1999).]
Isis
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11 posted 12-16-1999 08:45 PM       View Profile for Isis   Email Isis   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Isis's Home Page   View IP for Isis

Thanks Sunshine, for sending your warming thoughts my way  

 What the inner voice says will NOT disappoint the hoping soul.
~Isis~
(Daughter of Mystery)

Alwye
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12 posted 12-16-1999 10:10 PM       View Profile for Alwye   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Alwye

   ... -smacks herself- Boy do I feel stupid..a have a good excuse though..I babysit a little girl and at first glance, the picture looks like her.  But now when I go back and look closer, it is indeed a beautiful little boy.  You're very blessed.

 *Krista Knutson*

"I can feel you breathe, it's washing over me, and suddenly I'm melting into you..." ~Faith Hill: Breathe~



[This message has been edited by Alwye (edited 12-16-1999).]
 
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