Ohh sister of my heart, I feel bad now. I have been slack lately myself.
I feel this way at present too, I am only good for what I can give and when I need something, no one is around.
It isn't fair, it's hurtful etc.
But as for you and I and our on again and off again relationship, we must make a pact, to email each other at the beginning of each week! No excuses! Is it a deal? For I miss you and do think of you, but never seem to find you on line lately.
As for the others who let us down this way, you have to just think 'It's their loss!' feel a bit hurt, then give them the benefit of the doubt and contact them again. It is hard but it in the end it is usually rewarding.
I get sick of trying sometimes too, but I keep in touch, for that is the kind of people we are loving and caring..
Also very close friends who only think of you as an afterthought, for whatever reason, it only takes a second for an email.. that hurts the most.
Please email me and we'll start this weekly thing. In the meantime, hope you accept my apologies and realise the time difference does make it hard.
(((((HUGS))))) my sister..
There is only one corner of the universe you can be certain of improving, and that's your own self...
(Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit)
[This message has been edited by Isis (edited 04-04-2000).]