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SpitFire
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0 posted 08-09-2000 10:07 PM       View Profile for SpitFire   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for SpitFire

*This is from me to me. Huh? Yeah. Sometimes, I yell and scream at myself and today I am sharing it. So, sit back, relax, and don't hate me in the morning. Please.

Sometimes maybe it's me I hate,...but oh wait isn't that what's bothering you in the first place....you needy little attention wanting piece of poetic plastic. That crap you write,....those echoes from the voices buried deep in the walls of your head that greasy, aching, spewing skull. A mouth full of twisted thoughts and spitting rusted memories and blinding events across these pages for these poor poetic people to read...to burn their damn eyes out with. What are you always thinking you addict of pain? When you do write happy songs you never sing for real. Your false smiles and trying to make your life happy through a little pretty poem. When that is not you today. NOPE. You today is ANGER. You are rage, and tight,and gritting teeth. You are crying today and sad and bitter, and why do you smile when it hurts? Why do say that things are great when you bloody well know that things are more than the opposite of that? Why do you pretend and inside wish for years of your life to be shaved? Are you afraid? Are you an angry girl with one too many tales to tell? One too many scars reflecting all the torture you endured through the years. Do you feel sorry for yourself that childhood dreams were actually spitting nightmares in halls of darkness and sandy feet?  Do you hate the fact that so many nights of crying only turned you cold? Well get used to it you ill spirited paranoid freak of fumbling thoughts. Alright already enough!

*WoOops! Please excuse this projectile vomiting of the brain. *Peace?



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Christopher
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1 posted 08-09-2000 10:18 PM       View Profile for Christopher   Email Christopher   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Christopher

I think I ate one of these once...

Poet deVine
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2 posted 08-09-2000 11:32 PM       View Profile for Poet deVine   Email Poet deVine   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Poet deVine

Please don't hurt yourself as you throw yourself to the floor! (enjoyed this actually)
LngJhnAg
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3 posted 08-10-2000 08:22 AM       View Profile for LngJhnAg   Email LngJhnAg   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for LngJhnAg

Yanno, you lil Spitfire - if you worked on that post just a little bit, you'd have one helluva piece of free verse there.  As for yelling at yourself - that's OK - as long as you listen to what's being said.
SpitFire
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4 posted 08-10-2000 10:22 AM       View Profile for SpitFire   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for SpitFire

~You know,...I thought that I'd come back to this this morning and feel really silly for saying all that because I thought I'd be better.....BUT...NOPE! She's still anger. She's still sad....and crying and hurt and broken and mean inside. She beats herself, and today...oh it's still the same. She's still gritting her teeth with blood boiling in her veins. She smiles though, with her teeth all clenched in stress. Aagh. Thanks guys for laughing at her with me. She's so pathetic sometimes. Geesh. And here I am shaking my head at her sorry self. Ouch!
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I recommend 50mg of thorzine...lol
It is good to get it out I suppose...vent those feelings of self loathing, maybe aim them at someone else...



Jamie

Tu ne cede malis, sed contra audentior ito. - Virgil.
"Yield thou not to adversity, but press on the more bravely".


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Getting any better?

Insanity's so fun, ain't it?
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