Member Rara Avis
*KICK, SCREAM, STOMP, WAIL, CRY, HOWL, POUT, BANG FISTS AGAINST WALL, BITE, SCRATCH*
Carrying a cloud that clears for a moment, and then comes snickering back. I'm confused, depressed, enlightened, enthralled, obliterated, blind, too soft, too hard, too small, too big, worried, enchanted, fighting falling out of love, doubtful, demanding, aching, roaming, longing, chasing dust, jealous....EMOTIONS ARE ON OVERLOAD, and don't anyone dare scream that awful personal word PMS because if ya do, I swear, I'll strike out because that is just too freaking personal to joke about!
I need a hug, a tear, someone to look in to my eyes and not be scared, a hand to pull me out, someone who truly cares to make a sincere statement instead of feeling obligated, the company of a friend or many friends, human touch, human voices, SOME FREAKING E-MAIL PLEASE!, to be spoiled, doted on, tended to, a massage, a hammer to destroy these walls! AAARRGGHHH!!!!!
Can I be your willful breeze,
Come to touch,
Your heart to ease?