~Ok so,...it's Sunday now and well, it's quiet again. I need it today. Katy walked with me in the night while it was snowing, we could hear the flakes hit the trees. Obviously I'm not home and well yeah, this place has got trees. Lots of em. Walking at night while it's lightly snowing and oh so quiet can be quite an experience. Ya feel like singing to yourself softly and dragging your feet around in the road to leave trails behind in the snow. I don't know. I think she smiled out there. She may have even had a little zing in her step after a while. Sometimes when it's like that you don't even feel like going home. Oh and my toe seems to be alright now. *sigh*. Ah gee. Normally in that situation I'd just hop around the house cursing and falling to the ground, but I'd be ok. That day all the frustration just came out in tears when I wacked that little thing. Anyway,...I wanted to thank Severn for understanding and Mother Earth for knowing Katy's 'fancy' would pass. Also, I'd like to thank WhiteDove for listening and knowing what that gosh darn feels like and for admitting you cry sometimes too (and for all the listening of me you've been doing lately, you're a kind woman .) LoneWolf, you're right, things will get better, and I'm not giving up, I was just venting. Thanks for listening and understanding so much. I'll try to get a hold of you. And Dopey Dope,...thanks man! Truly. For reading, for being the cheery guy around here, and for sighing with me. *siiighhh*. Whew. Tomorrow's another day eh? *Peace sweet people.
[This message has been edited by SpitFire (edited 02-18-2001).]