i feel the exact same way aout white. I detest white,it's blank and ill and awful and stale!!! i hate white!!!! But i adore snow,i love it so much,snow makes me happy,but muddy slush crap makes me depressed because the whole world turns pale grey,sky and land both. GAG... so anyhow i relate to this.....
Do i contradict myself?Very well i contradict myself.I contain multitudes.~walt whitman