Member Rara Avis
EVERYONE ELSE LIKES TO THINK THEY KNOW MORE ABOUT THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIPS WITH PEOPLE THAN EVEN I DO MYSELF!! THEY TRY TO FREAKIN' TELL ME WHAT THEY CLAIM TO KNOW ALSO, AND ARGUE WITH ME WHEN I TELL THEM THEY DON'T REALLY KNOW! ARRGGHHHH!!
MY BODY TELLING ME IT NEEDS SOMETHING THAT I DON'T WANT!!
How I can't hurt with the intensity that I really do for fear of hurting someone with my need to hurt...
Despite my pain, my need for constant contact with the source of my pain because of love, and the fear that I will be eventually abandoned completely.
People who tell me I shouldn't put up with all of this, when I believe I should because in truth, friends except each other no matter what, and are there for each other no matter what.
I am bound by this, you see...to become Night's sole mistress, and I am jealous in my endeavours for his attention.