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Jesse Jaymz
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since 2000-01-24
Posts 708
Youngstown, ohio

0 posted 2001-04-06 03:15 PM


*sigh*  i need some help yall.  my heart that once was strong is now weak.  i just dont know what to do.  over the weekend i got hurt again by a person that i love.  i still love her alot and she said that she needs time and space.     i am praying that me and her work out.  but what i dont get is that when i am with a person i give them my heart and soul.  i love them like the goddessses they are.  and i am the one that is always hurt.  seems like i am always a steping stone.  i have had about 8 or nine girlfriends in my 21 years.  3 have died, 2 beat me, one was a rebound, one ripped out my soul.  i dont love easy.  it takes me a while to give my whole heart.  but when i do it is theres.  i dont cheat, i dont do drugs, i am very sensitve, i love to romance.  hell the ex that broke my heart still says that i am the man of her dreamz and that she loves me alot and she married the guy she cheated on me with.  what do i have to do??  i have been told by many woman that i am such and angel, or i wish my boyfriend was like you.  but then i am the crying and alone.  i dont get it.  *sigh*  everyine gets to hold someone and i am stuck with a stuffed aniamal.  can anyone please help me?  i am on my kness begging.  thanks for letting me vent.  i hope yall can help.  i am at my wits end.  thanks everyone.
always and forever the broken angel
jesse

Follow me everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you want to leave I can guarantee
You wont find nobody else like me

© Copyright 2001 Jesse Jaymz - All Rights Reserved
Acies
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Member Rara Avis
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Twilight Zone
1 posted 2001-04-06 04:41 PM


You can vent anytime you want
I can't help you out much cause I basically go thru the same thing you do
I guess all I can say is stay strong
Everything will work out if it's supposed to be

"So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this give life to thee." W.S.

mariee66
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since 2000-01-30
Posts 596
Recess, OfYourMind
2 posted 2001-04-06 07:15 PM


Wow, I feel for you.  I was always the one getting hurt, or being played with (mind games), and then I finally said no more.  When I wasn't looking for love, it found me, and I know this one is for sure.  Funny how that happens, when you least expect it...

A line from one of my fav. poems--"plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.  You'll learn that you really are strong, you really do have worth..."
Happiness will find you when you least expect it.

banburycross
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since 2001-03-27
Posts 946
viginia
3 posted 2001-04-07 01:06 AM


My heart goes out to you, and if there were some advice i could give you to fix everything then i would give it in a second.  All i know to tell you is that at twenty one you have many years to find the person that is perfect for you and to find true love.  keep praying and trust in yourself and the situation will work itself out eventually.

Sometimes, the things that go unsaid are the only things worth hearing.

Dopey Dope
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San Juan, Puerto Rico
4 posted 2001-04-07 02:37 AM


Jesse......I feel for you. It's horrible that all that has happened to you. I hope things get better, but as far as advice is concered i feel that  you need to watch out a bit before you fully open your heart to somebody. Watch yourself man.....I'd hate to see you get hurt again and again....You deserve a lot of good in this world, and it'll come around sooner or later....good luck

Jesse Jaymz
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since 2000-01-24
Posts 708
Youngstown, ohio
5 posted 2001-04-07 02:50 AM


thanks yall
*hugs everyone.  its just very heard.  i wasnt really looking for love when this last one came along.  sparks just flew when we met.  and thats why i am taking this so hard.  what i did find comforting is that two of yall that replied are from virginia.  that made me smile.  cuz alas as i have said before thats where i used to call my home.  and on top of all this pain i am southern homesick.  *sigh*  i just want to be loved.  and not hurt     i got to go.  i just got home from a gig and need to sleep.  and right now i am starting to cry  *hugs*  thanks yall.  cant wait to read more replys.  this place is one of the only things that makes me happy  
love to all
jesse


Follow me everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you want to leave I can guarantee
You wont find nobody else like me

[This message has been edited by Jesse Jaymz (edited 04-07-2001).]

banburycross
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since 2001-03-27
Posts 946
viginia
6 posted 2001-04-07 11:36 AM


Well, virginia IS for lovers.  that's the problem, you're just in the wrong state    our motto is the best  

Sometimes, the things that go unsaid are the only things worth hearing.

Dopey Dope
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7 posted 2001-04-07 01:19 PM


Well Jesse if you ever need to come to some tropical paradise you got a place to stay here......you can play yer guitar for me.
Hope all gets well.

Jesse Jaymz
Senior Member
since 2000-01-24
Posts 708
Youngstown, ohio
8 posted 2001-04-07 06:44 PM


banburycross:  hehehehe  i wish i was back home.     e-mail me.  mabey we can talk virginia.  and yes your right.  we rock  

dopey.  thank you man for the offer.  it means alot to me.  and of course i would bring the guitar.  i never leave home without it  

Follow me everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you want to leave I can guarantee
You wont find nobody else like me

Just A Woman
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since 2001-03-10
Posts 507

9 posted 2001-04-07 09:49 PM


You've touched on something that I've been thinking about lately.......the fact that women tend to go towards men who treat them badly.  Or ALOT of women do, certainly not all.  
I can see this from the other side and can only say you're in my thoughts.  ~gentle smile~  



"I can't remember if I'm the good twin or the evil one."

Jesse Jaymz
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since 2000-01-24
Posts 708
Youngstown, ohio
10 posted 2001-04-09 04:18 AM


Just a woman:  thank you so very much.  means alot that you are thinking of me.  *hugs*  check your e-mail
love ya
jesse

All I feel is hurt and sorrow, praying it'll all be gone by tomorrow but as tomorrow rolls around, another tear hits the ground.

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