why did u do it i want to ask
u know it hurts me as much as it does u
don't u realise there are people who care
like me, my hand to give for u i'll be there
i wait and wait for your return
so i may say to u i love you, do u know

but it's this news i have to recieve
u took ur life before i could see u
do u know u took half my life together too
i feel so angry at what u've done
for being foolish for being so damn selfish
but most of all at myself, yes my useless self

for not having said to you much earlier
i love you so, maybe that may give u some hope
to realise there is someone who loves who cares
who want to spend his lifetime beside you everywhere
to share your joy and sooth your cries
to bear your sorrow to cheer u up
yes i am willing to do all that and more

now let this words be your dreams as u sleep
to let u know there is still so much hope and love in this world, even from me alone it comes endlessly

...dedicated to a friend who comitted sucicde recently, thank god she survived