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Chico
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since 2000-02-10

Posts 67

0 posted 2000-04-06 12:41 PM

I ask myself Why does it hurt so bad,
  to lose something I never had?
To have these feelings with nothing to do,
  But sit here and think of you.
I'm so confused, and I don't know why,
  And just as I feared I begin to cry
A tear rolls down my face,
  And I feel my heart begin to race.
I see your face in my tear.
  So vivid, so real, I feel you near.
Avei I hear myself cry out...
  There's something I want you to know about.
What is it I hear her say?
   What do you want to tell me today?
I wanted to tell you I love you.
  I just didn't know what to say, or do
Now Chico there's nothing To fear.
  She says wiping away a tear...
But I start to cry all the more,
  And I watch my tears hit the floor
And I know it doesn't matter,
  as I see Avei's image begin to scatter
Wait!  I cry out, don't go!
  I still have my love to show.
But before I've finished.
  My life, my love, Avei has vanished
With my hands I cradle my head,
  I try to lay back down on my bed
I have to hold in a sob
  As my head begins to throb.
I try to go back to sleep.
  But I can't so I just sit and weep.

[This message has been edited by Chico (edited 04-06-2000).]

ESP
Member Elite

since 2000-01-25

Posts 2556
Floating gently on a cloud....

1 posted 2000-04-06 03:17 AM

This is a truly beautiful poem....so so sad...

Love and hugs,
Lizzie

childomine
Senior Member

since 2000-01-25

Posts 818
st. petersburg, FL

2 posted 2000-04-06 10:09 AM

Oh Chico how terribly sad. With your words I can feel the brokenness of your heart. I wish you well.

...Give me the strength to walk the soft earth, a relative to all that is....
Black Eagle
Oglala Sioux holy man

Denise

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Member Seraphic

since 1999-08-22

Posts 22648

3 posted 2000-04-06 11:34 AM

This is so very sad and beautifully written. Your heartbreak is very well expressed. HUGS

Denise

John the cat
Member

since 2000-03-23

Posts 357
England

4 posted 2000-04-06 01:50 PM

Chico...your words move me. What would they do to her?

May your roof never fall in and those beneath it never fall out.

Irish proverb.

just_another_fe
Member

since 2000-02-05

Posts 483
MICHIGAN

5 posted 2000-04-06 05:40 PM

Chico i think im goin through the same thing and i have had this feeling about him a lot. It gets worse before it gets better. ((a hug 4 the hard times)) we will both get through this i promise

great poem

[This message has been edited by just_another_fe (edited 04-06-2000).]

Lost Dreamer
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since 1999-06-20

Posts 2464
Somewhere near the Rainbow

6 posted 2000-04-07 07:01 AM

Chico, You expressed yourself well in this poem, I could feel your pain. Take the risk and tell her how you feel, fear of rejection is a major stumbling block in many lives, most times we'd be happier removing the fear and concuring it.

Broken_Winged_Angel
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since 2000-04-06

Posts 994
Small Town, Somewhere

7 posted 2000-04-08 04:53 AM

I've felt pain like you describe...So with sincereness, I offer my empathy... Beautifully written..

Yu Lan
Senior Member

since 2000-04-13

Posts 1462
New Zealand

8 posted 2000-04-18 08:36 PM

Aah, i know you posted this a long time ago.. but I was just flicking through the pages, and came across this one.. I love reading your poetry, and this one is no exception.. so sad, and so beautifully written..

Lynne

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