I AM NOT A PARTIME GOD

I spend alot of my day
dwelling on the wrong in my life
coming before you now and then
asking for your help Jesus christ

I know that you are real and true
and I pray to you from time to time
life just makes it so hard for me
I wonder if I will ever just be fine

I thank you when I see a miricale
placed right before my eyes
I watched the King of Kings
and I cried when you hung there and died

I try to love my neighbors
I say "hello" if I happen to see them along my way
I donate my old clothes once a year
and I send caring cards on holidays

Child you don't know me
for I live not in your heart
you may claim I am real and true
but you never allowed me to be a part

I am not a partime God
that you can just come to when things go wrong
I need you to accept me
and love me completely your whole life long

I can't turn your wrongs to rights
if you truly don't believe I can
I can't guide and direct you
if on my love you refuse to stand

You say that you know me
and that you live by my will and way
but your so caught up in self
you never repent when you do pray

How can I forgive you
if your sins you can't speak before Me
you will always feel chained and bound
until you bow down to me in honesty

I have a love so wonderful
that I long so to share with you
but you must open up your heart
and give me a true door to come through

Then I can start the change
that can bring true joy and happiness
for if you continue to walk alone
the devil will make your life less and less

So come to me all the time
believe in me sight unseen
pray and seek me always
for I am the keeper of your dreams

written by
rose mary(c)6/11/2000
sadie1030@aol.com