The hardest thing i've had to do. Is lie and tell myself i don't love you. It's looking you in the eyes. And saying good-bye. It's looking at your picture everyday. And knowing that you're so far away. It's hard knowing that your letters weren't true. And trying to figure out why i still love you. The hardest thing is saying that it was really a game. When in my heart i know that i loved you in every way. It's hard letting you free. Knowing you deserve better than me. Knowing we weren't meant to be. And knowing you were just a fantasy.