Why can't I stop?
Do I need to feel needed that bad,
To have to lower myself so much?
Over and Over,
I fealt the kisses of guys that don't mean anything to me.
Guys that I don't even knwo or really care for.
I have no self esteem left-
They have all taken it away from me,
I have let them.
I need someone to love me for me,
But where is he?
I want to change,
I keep telling myself,
"This guy will be different,"
But they are all the same.
They don;t understand or love me for me..
They take what they want,
And they are gone.
I am waiting for you..
I need you.