Iím shocked, appalled. Youíre ashamed of me! That unwanted knowledge makes me bleed, Peels away my skin, sears screaming nerves. Iím desolate, wishing I had worth. So much for my dreams - thereís nothing left. Iím here alone - bewildered, bereft.
gosh suthern, your words are so powerful, can actually "feel" them......"that unwanted knowledge"......whew.....and nope *shakes her head* you are wonderful......am with rainbow on this one.......big big hugs
on the threshold of a dream
Who doesn't realize what? What realization? what does this imply? Who what where?....You'll realize something soon if ya don't answer the damn emails!!! And JTF...nobody's worth it for sure my old friend that doesn't write anymore....LOL
Member Rara Avis
What is left if someone Close to you bemoans Your worth and value, In their eyes alone. Dont pay attention, dear one For you'll change if you need to Kindly ask them exactly why and then listen of tell them to GO TO HELL
Cape Cod Massachusetts USA
Thank you all for the caring and hugs... and special thanks to Cuddlez for the wonderful poem and Nan for the bear hugs. *G* You don't know how much all of you mean to me or how much I appreciate you!
But to answer WhtDove... no, that's not how I feel today. I won't deny they're my feelings or that such realization hurt like hell so that even the memory brings tears... they're just not my present feelings. *S* I have poems and pieces of poems from times when writing helped me hold onto my sanity (limited as the supply was *G*) And most times, I don't post such poems because I don't want anyone thinking they're about that finest man who ever lived Toerag... and because he doesn't like my gloomy poems and I strive to please! *G*
But sometimes... they clamor for their turn. Thank you all very much for being so kind to my poem... and even more for the kindness and friendship you've given me. And caroline... I may take you up on that offer! *G*
[This message has been edited by suthern (edited 12-14-1999).]