For quite some time I've been in thought,
soul searching, you might say.
Trying to anaylize myself,
questioning why I feel this way.
I've pulled no punches with myself,
the truth I have laid bare.
I've searched deep down within myself,
and studied all that was there.
There's no doubt, I love you.
But I have been a fool too.
I thought if I didn't stay in touch,
I'd never hear from you.
And so I'd write you every day,
My way of saying, I am here,
and please don't forget me,
for that's been my greatest fear.
I know I can't hold on to something,
if it's not meant for me.
That's what I've been trying to do,
At last, I finally see.
I need to accept the way things are,
and let fate play out it's hand.
What's meant to be, will be,
I don't need to make a stand.
I get this dreaded feeling,
that you will leave my life.
You are the one I lean on,
and you are my guideing light.
The out come will be the same.
No matter what I do.
I don't believe fate deals with me,
the same way he does you.
I'm going to try and handle life,
in the best way I know how.
Some things may change, some may not,
But 'unconditional love' is my vow.
I am sorry darling, but I can't
help but wish to be,
The magic that fulfills your life,
in the same way you do me.