los banos, ca,
i know that i have kept from you,
all the trust thats in my heart,
that i was to scared to let you in,
affriad i would fall apart.
i know what you need from me,
is everything i have,
and im giving so much now,
but you cant seem to see that.
i know that its not easy,
and you want to do whats right,
but cant you see its wrong,
as my tears stain your pillow tonight.
in so many ways im losing you,
becuase im not good enough for them,
but you used to be so scared to lose me,
whats changed since now and then?
have i become a burden,
with this happily ever after attitude,
has everything weve shared,
ment no more than my i love you's?
i know that we both have our faults,
but we promised to share forever,
despite the differences we have,
you want to always be together.
but i cant live the way it is now,
this secret behind close doors,
until they foreget about you,
and dont hate me anymore.
this isnt fair to me,
as i glance into your eyes,
i wish i could change all this,
but i cant, so we kiss and say goodbye.