I am the shell of the person I used to be.
I donít have a clue where Iím going, but
I canít forget where Iíve been.
I canít help but be convinced that itís me.
Whatís wrong with me?
What did I do that was so wrong?
Maybe it was the unconditional love
that I offered to you.
I can see where that would make
anyone a horrible person.
Perhaps it was the honesty
that I gave you.
Heaven forbid I tell you how I really feel.
Maybe, just maybe, it was the fact that
I longed to devote my life to you.
Yeah, that could be it.
What a terrible thing for someone to
want to give another their life.
So where else did I go wrong?
Supporting you in everything you pursued?
What was I thinking?!?
Hanging onto your every word and adoring you?
Man, I have some nerve.
No...I know what it was now.....
Falling for you.
Letting you get to me.
Wasting your precious time
on such frivolous and petty things.
I really donít know how
I could put you through so much agony.
I mean, I canít even begin to comprehend
what it must have been like to have been so loved.
Good think you never really loved me back, huh?
I would hate to think you were capable
of making such a mistake.
Seeing how perfect you already are.
Wow, this had truly been an eye opening experience.
Thank you so much for letting me see the real you,
and for letting me see what Iím capable of doing.
I guess Iíve made you a victim long enough...
better move onto my next prey.
Just do me one favor before I go, ok?
You keep doing what youíre doing.
Keep being the person that you are now.
Because I know, if you do, in time...
Youíll get exactly what you deserve.
And you know,
thatís all I really want for you.
For you to get every single thing
that you deserve in life.
And I hope Iím there to see
when it finally happens.
Because God knows
Iíve waited forever.