Oh Lawrd have mercy ! The 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th lines you wrote, are the story of my life right now!! WOW, can I relate! Don't you hate that? I struggle with it daily right now, trying to make decisions, and everyone seems to be so "anxious" for me to get my life in order! It's not something you can do and decide overnight! It takes a long time to screw your life up - you certainly can't blink your eyes, and get it straight in an instant! hehe I am so glad I read this...it really made sense to me!
~~ Lift your head high - spread your "words" and fly - - poetFemmeFatale