I'm clinging to the words you said,
But, truly, I would be lying
(As I lie here alone in this bed),
If I said I was not dying.
You've promised me a love so true,
In that, I have no doubt.
But another night without word from you
Has left me down, if not out.
Do you know how much how I miss you?
Do you understand this pain?
The sun it shines, the sky is blue,
But all I see is rain.
I wipe the tear from my cheek,
But still feel my heart fall.
I'm trying to be strong, But God, I'm weak,
Are you coming back at all?
The phone rings and emotion soars,
New hope dares to stand true.
Ex's, doctors, solicitors,
Yeah, everyone but you.
These long silences are killing me,
God, I need to hear your voice.
Another night alone in misery,
Do I really have a choice?
And so, being young and dipt in folly
I fell in love with melancholy,
But dreams - of those who dream as I,
Aspiringly, are damned, and die:
[This message has been edited by Michael (edited 11-15-1999).]