los banos, ca,
what exactly do you think,
when you see her now,
do old memories flood through your head,
and you find yourself missing her somehow?
you mistake my anger as jealousy,
but its so much more than that,
its the fact that if she gets to close,
shell want to have you back.
you say you want her to have her own life,
and forget everything you had,
but just when she starts to forget you,
you have to prove you can still make her sad.
i dont know why you say your sorry,
just because it makes me cry,
i dont want an apology,
unless you think im right.
i know that you love me,
and thats not the question here,
but why do you bring her in your life agian,
after ive cried so many tears.
i know the things shes told you,
about who she thinks i am,
but if you dont want to hurt me,
i wish you wouldnt hear them.
i can no longer worry,
about how long our love will last,
because youll end up where you belong,
destiny has promised me that.
so do exactly what you need to,
to be who you need to be,
and no matter what happens,
i know that you love me.
i cant change what happens now,
because i have to trust my heart,
to know that you need me to much,
to tear my world apart.
you want me to trust you with my heart, when i cant even trust myself not to let you break it.