There were times in my life when I needed you most ~
The sad thing was that you were never there.
I am your daughter and you know nothing about me; how can that be? Judging by your actions, itís very easy.
You are capable of picking me up every two weeks, but are you capable of loving me as you should?
In five years I have given you chance after chance to be involved in my life and all you have shown me is that you donít want anymore chances.
I donít understand how you could cross my mind a million times a day, yet be so distant.
It is so hard for me to be able to let go and yet I think I have to for myself.
It pains me so much that you could care so little about your true creation.
I guess that somehow I keep telling myself that it is ok because Iím going to receive a phone call from you and everything is going to be better.
I havenít received the call and I am ready to stop trying so hard at our relationship and try harder at the better aspects of my life.
I have decided that after five years of rejection one can only do one of two things: move on or sulk over it for the rest of your life and never care about anything else.
I have done that for five years now and itís not fair for me to have to cry anymore.
You could have at least tried to show me that you cared or you even pretended.
Fact is, you didnít and I have finally found the strength to move on and realize that I can get along just fine without the heartache that you put me through.
I am ready to say good-bye now so if you accidentally realize how bad you have hurt me, maybe youíll give me a call?
As you all can see, this doesn't rhyme well and once again it is about someone who in my life has hurt me. This is just something I wrote out of my feelings after talking to my dad about how he gave me up for his girlfriend. I'd like to hear what you all think eventhough it isn't much in the way of poetry... ~*~Jessica Lynn~*~
[This message has been edited by StarPryncess17 (edited 06-04-2000).]