I really like this poem. It has some very powerful images in it which is what I think you were going for. I think it is wonderful the way it is but if you feel you must change it (which I don't think it needs, you could always make it more personal. That is, you mention lust . . . did you compromise you values for this guy sexually, or what? Let the reader know the situation as well as how you handled (which in this case is by "raping your sanity") Good job and keep posting -- I love reading your work!!
"The worst of what people do to one another is deceive.
Because when you love someone you control their version
of reality. If you lie to them that's like making them
autistic so that what they believe is reality is in fact,
not their true situation at all."
It's not the angry words that break the heart, it's the silence.
Someone said that true love is like a ghost -- often spoke of but never seen.
I've seen both and yet in my darkest hours, tend to believe that neither exits.