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Teen Poetry #2

I'm sopposed to be happy.

Maitay
Member

since 1999-07-16

Posts 158
Sisters,OR,USA

0 posted 1999-11-15 11:20 AM

This is the time I'm sopposed to smile,
letting noone see anything.
Smile for everything I cant have,
for all the stuff in my life.
My problems with mom,
and all the stuff that's been messied.
Everyone wants to see a grin,
that nothing bothers me.
With past experiences I feel regret,
with new ones I try to hide everything.
I just want to fly away,
this past two weeks have been a newer hell.

This was just a thoughts cause well.... everything is really bothering me lately, but the thing is, I shouldn't let these petty things bother me. There is this guy that I have really really liked, and well now he is going out with a really sweet freind of mine. I could ahve swore he liked me, but not many do so I guess it was wishful thinking. Today I didn't feel much like impressing anyone, so I lost all the makeup, and well I feel unconstrained. I feel like I can trust all of you here more then my freinds, you guys never back stab me, and at least, somewhat understand my words. Just alot of home problems, and some freindship ones. I shouldn't be unhappy that tow great people got together, be happy that two of my wonderful freinds care for each other.

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~The price of finding love is to eventually lose it. When I wish on a falling star, I wish not for material goods but to show kindness to others and be content with what the world may offer me~

~Maitay Mirabel Litton~

Marilyn
Member Elite

since 1999-09-26

Posts 2621
Ontario, Canada

1 posted 1999-11-15 05:01 PM

You should never feel badly for having feelings. It is very nice that two of your friends are now happy but you are not. It doesn't make you a bad person for feeling lonely. It doesn't make you bad for feeling frustrated with little problems at home either. Please feel free to let us know what you are feeling. That is what we are here for.

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