los banos, ca,
ive learned from you,
that silence often answers many questions,
when the words to speak fall behind,
every fear of never knowing,
what answers we may find.
ive learned from myself,
that im alot stronger that i used to be,
just as emotional as ive always been,
a little less tolerant in your eyes,
than i was with our mistakes then.
youve learned from me,
that the past can be forgiven,
but never forgotten in my heart,
that every pushed away memory,
can still tear me apart.
youve learned from yourself,
that loving someone unconditionally,
means looking past the fears they have,
and when i cry it kills you,
to know im hurting so bad.
weve learned together,
that being happy isnt easy,
it doesnt just flow like its supposed to,
that weve had to try so hard for this,
but it was worth it to love you.
ive learned to let go,
of my stubborness from time to time,
to let you have your victories,
even when i know im right.
youve learned to understand,
that emotions are a preciuos thing,
that cant be taken for granted,
yet cherished for what they mean.
that this love is still going,
despite everything that might have been,
your still here be side me,
my lover, my life, my best friend.