I can't do it anymore,
This shroud you have entombed me with won't unwind,
I've tried my hardest - anyone can see that,
Is this all that's left behind?
All these months it's been you, you, you,
When oh when will you see beyond?
You make me feel like nothing,
Just like algae in a pond.
I can't and won't do anything more,
I've done my share and then some,
I thought things were better,
I thought we had moved on.
So this is how I feel ....
Alone and misunderstood,
Not good enough for you or any other,
All I do is bad or wrong,
Am I even a good mother?
You've shot me down so many times,
It's getting so much harder to find my way,
I'm struggling to crawl out of the primeval ooze,
Will you ever cease trying to make me pay?
I thought the man was the strong one?
Seems to me, I'm the one who has to be strong,
But I'm not, I'm only pretending,
Just struggling to get along.
Please, please be kind to me,
Be your loving self again,
I feel so alone all the time now,
I want us to be happy again.
I can't take much more,
I had even admitting it,
But this roller coaster of emotions,
Has left weakened and split.
Through poetry my heart and soul truly sing...
(Daughter of Mystery)