los banos, ca,
you visit me from time to time,
to assure me your still there,
lost above the clouds in heaven,
still ive found you somwhere.
in my dreams you know me,
your beautiful little duaghter,
youve missed out on so many years,
and regretfully there over.
you watch over me i know,
becasue i feel you in the night,
not to say it doesnt scare me,
but somehow it just feels right.
you hold me like a child,
and wash away my insecurities,
with jsut the wishper of your voice,
its funny how you seem to know me.
your my daddy, that i gave up on,
becasue i could never have you back,
i talked to you all through the night,
though you seldom answered back.
you said what needed saying,
and told me what i must do,
thank you for looking out for us,
daddy, goodbye i love you.
you want me to trust you with my heart, when i cant even trust myself not to let you break it.