Jasper, Alabama U.S.A.
I Apologize For My Actions
I have to admit I'm insecure,
And maybe that's why I acted as I did.
Possibly for the fear of losing you.
Over time, I have corrected many flaws.
Left now, is the fact that I still love you.
Only my heart knows the pain I feel.
God himself, could only imagine it.
Inhale the sweetness of the air, for
Zealous is what I am.
Envious of those receiving your love,
Fainting at the thought of your calm eyes.
Oceans of tears, I have cried,
Regretting not a single moment.
Mourning the loss of your heart.
Years could pass, and still the pain felt.
All I can think about is you,
Caring for another heart and soul.
Taking them in your arms to hold,
Ignoring the thought of my existence.
Obsessed with this thought, I cry.
Nothing has been the same
Since you parted from my life.
"I Believe we are divine by
Grace is the refinement of a soul
over time. -Jewel
[This message has been edited by Lynn (edited 10-26-1999).]